this is what i chose
and make of that what you will
it seemed so simple

having faith in doubt
all metaphysical thought
stems from fear of death

rushing toward me

it’s so loud my eardrums burst

i wake in a sweat

it was past midnight
the sky filled with UFOs
i’d lost my camera

i wont sleep tonight

all i can think of is you

outside the street screams

unopened letters
vitamin d deficient
the room lit by screens

i’m on your shoulder

interrupting every thought

i know what you’ve done

you see yourself there

you don’t know how you got there

and yet there you are

my gun misfires

scorch-marks lash across my hands

i hear rabbits laugh

it was past midnight
the sky filled with UFOs
i’d lost my camera

a huge chimera

part wolf, part wasp, part human

i’ve named him Eric

circular logic

you can’t concede to yourself

this isn’t over

a huge chimera

part wolf, part wasp, part human

i’ve named him Eric

nightmare fuel